It's Time

i'm afraid to see our face sudden changes,

there is no more language between us, how to understand it?

it's time to turn away,

from now, giving up everlasting that we were desire,
i don't want to accept it all, but you still show up in my dream,

giving me warm and comfort me tenderly,

it's so hard to bear it, even just a minute,

hating myself so much to let it go so easily,

i thought i can take it and being as cool as a cucumber,

but being strong is not the kind of relief i wanted,

and pretending i can living well also,

i'm afraid to perceive your distracting eyes,

and don't want to argue all the lies you said,

it's time to let it go,

hating myself so much i let you go so easily,

i thought this is cool, this is tender,

but i forgot we are the same, you are as fragile, as sad as i am,

wishing so much i can just open my hands,

watching you leave and let it be cool,

but... fortitude, is all i can give to your freedom,

then what else can i do?